Priscilla Loo
Saturday, March 31, 2007
oh.. i jus deleted a long entry i typed out.. cos i find it link less.. got mighty lots of things to say! but no idea whr to start.. shall start from today..
morning went for attachment. as usual.. and faggot it sucks as usual.. and there seriously is nth for me to do there.. i dun wanna jus sit and stare into space.. =( waste time.. and my supervisor.. i seriously dun like her.. =( she SUCKS! yupp anyway left one month.. that adds up to a count of 24 days.. 6 x 4 = 24. right.. jus need to pull through it.. and i am a free woman..
hold it.. after attachment come on girls its time for a sleep over and i make sure i am a wild bird no longer deprived of speech, actions and control. i hate it when my supervisor always lecture me without understand... shes a faggot.. i hate her attitude and the way she talks..
yea.. after tt teammates and i had lunch at taka mos burger.. hahs. we had fun acting like madonna and erm talking.. as usual they bully me.... =( sad.. no idea why!
yea and after tt taxied down to ACS to watch comets play against NUS. woohoo~ coach is fantastic.. she scored like 5 or 6, 3 pointers today.. cool.. and i wonder when will my turn come... lols..
after coach's game its our turn.. and i didnt play. cos of my frigging ankle.. i cant tip toe, i cant exert force, i cant realy turn it, i cant balance on it.. its all not the same as b4 tt darn injury.. now i understand how it feels to be benched for being injured.. damn! recover soon ankle.. i wanna play! i wanna shoot, i wanna defend WELL and i wanna make fab passes to every one! to help them score... i wan tt..
anyway girls u guys did not bad today.. we won bucks.. but we got to learn faster than this to be able to play in the IVP standards.. yea? u all can do it.. i have faith serious.
and after tt went to SBC to watch games loh.. autoease.. oh ya.. and i finally get to see him agn.. lols.. his hair has grown.. =) but.. we didnt even looked at each other.. it jus shows tt i NV meant anything to him b4.. mayb someone whom he can make use of.. serious.. i dun wanna to think in tt way. but i really feel so.. and i dun like it... we aint toking to each other like we used to, we dun go out like we used to.. we dun hmm chat like we used to and we dun care like we used to... or should i say its jus all me?!
hes online and i try uper hard not to tok to him.. anyway i succeed. hmm wif like 30% effort.. its not tt hard..
to him:
i used to love you..
but i nv needed you..
or mayb i might have needed you..
but you were nv there for me..
i dun see the point anymore..
i give up..
give up the hope i had in you..
your character, your thoughts..
i give up..
you only think tt i am jus some girl that likes you..
but i seriously think u dunno me for who i am..
but its your lost anyway.. and i am seldom wrong..
anyway.. autoease number 14 really handsome.! cool hes darn darn good! but i dun even know his name.. wat a pity.. shall let it continue to be a mystery..
there are mighty lots of things i wanna learn and do... but till attachments over! i cant wait.. 4 weeks.. hang on!! and i am tired..
i am glad yaqi made it into NYP.. cos things seemed heaps better wif her on court.. till my leg recover.. i shall pia wif you!
hmm thats about today..
anyway.. i am angry!!! today coach laughed at me becos i dun have a bf... lols.. tell me how shld i feel about it... lols.. AND she says the guy tt she will marry must have SUPER gentlemanly characteristic.. looks are less impt.. most impt must have feng du~ wooo..
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