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i got time to post pics alr... and this is the concept bus i said i board!! i didnt lie..









haha.. and the beautiful ridgewood swimming pool... i wanna swim there... anyone has friends?!?!





and i miss the yummilicious waffles.. =(


not forgetting ice cream.. =( i wanna go there agn!!!! waiting for my 2 weeks break... =) come faster!!!!

i miss going to this place






mind you the 3 pics are the same places...
haha.... and todya i am testing photo bucket.. yea.. wonder if this post works the way i expect..
and WHO WILL TAKE ME TO THE FERRIS WHEEL WHEN ITS DONE???
someone please.....

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haha can anyone teach me how to test water.?! lols.. i wanna learn leh..
cos i dunno whether wat he says and does is out of kind intentions, pure friendship, slight interest or watever...
=(

haha.. being not sensitive sucks.. and i hope i can be smarter in tt sense... argh! =(

vesak holidays is not fun at all.. and i dunno WHY!
dang.. things would be much better IF~ youareapartofit.
well yea.. anyway i managed to catch some rest these few days and it cant be better.. =)

i wonder if i am a bad person or tt those around me sucked... or do i really expect too much from ppl tt i lose myself??? i need to think... and wen.. haha please think for me. =) help needed here!! * beep beep* -( thats the signal beep)

ohh.. BTT test next tues.. =) i hope i pass... haha there is pressure cos the simple test cost 6 dollars and about 2 months of waiting.. but! the crux is! i alwasy go around laughing at ppl who FAILED..... thats y I HAVE GOT TO pass.! hahas~

oh ya.... m)phosis sales.. i think i missed it.. darn! cos haven get pay cant shop... anyway i am getting black skinny jeans, grey skinny jeans and a black 3 quarter shorts! oh ya and a red bra! loves

Dearest all who are in thailand.. please take care and have fun.. darn i forget to msg jing hui and yun yun to ask them to take care... how careless... and i jus remembered.! zzz anyway.. misses and loves! =)

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wa lau.. is damn tired and dead de loh...

zzz haha.. dead cos i got so many things left undone. =(
i think i need to have a clone.. lol.. and tt IB project is killing me... dang~
its really abit cannot make it. i can barely keep my eyes open...
mac breakfast in 35 mins time... i need tt coffee. =) and its redbull later.

ohh. did i blog ytd? haha i finally get to eat gelare waffles with ice cream!! =) yum yum... dang. i got too excited tt i forget to take down pics.. lol pardon me!!
the spagetti tt yaqi cook can actually be eaten and i am still alive.. hahaa proven safe!! edible...

yea!!!! tml's holiday!!! yes yes yes!!! yes yes!! damn happy...

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begining to hate all this... its shits i dun have to deal wif... please save me the troubles... and grow up... and we have more den enough on our plates without having to deal wif u... bugger..

and i am tired......... and dunno wat to do.

yea... today i am working from 7 to 11 again later... yes.. at least its jus 4 hours.. its tiring one leh... well got to thank the mates for visiting me at my work place so often.. lols..
big THANKYOU girls!!

alot of bad things happened this week... first of all i conclude tt i will fail my GSC test.. second of all .... my proposal tt i handed in suck too.. zzzZz.. AND i wan tired the entire week..... simply die to not enough slp.. zzzzzz haha... this is wat i call busy woman.. confirmed man!!

anyway... got to thank you grace for helping me think of the design for our jersey. its great.. =) once i have it printed out i will post HERE! hahahs..

and 1.5 months countdown to polite. and we still have tons of things tt we haven do... i need to buck up. haha!! scoring spree wif tan ya qi in polite is my AIM! hehe.. ya qi u better pull up yr socks..... dun let me catch up.. =p

sigh.. i guess the rest i will leave to fate... cos no matter how.. i jus cannot install chips or instructions into ppl's brain... haha i cant even box out properly.. sian.. niway... its finals for polite.. all else will be considered defeat.. finals as in at least second...meaning we only can lose to one team.... zzzz i am unhappy wif this arrangement....

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i am KAN angry la....
fuck now tt this blog is not so private anymore... i dunno whos reading it.. and i cant insult this person openly...

KNN~ i dun wanna curse.. but i really am THAT angry!

fuck tt girl la....
sighs.. i dunno how to explain the anguish.. but i really hated her.. and i dunno wat cheng yu sees in her.!
haha more or less u all shld know who..

its weird la.. i play basketball and NYP is MY sch!!! its quite obvious that she will see me around... please acknowledge this fact... dun be so bloody childish anymore...
its not tt i am envious or wat.. but seriously dun have to bloody make a face or diao me when she sees me... its not like i got notice her around.. cos she not tt hmm easy to spot.. ( meaning blend in the crowd- in a way thats good for her.. i bet she doesnt wan to draw attention to herself) and anyway i seriously need spects to see properly and clearly.. so wats the point??

and everytime i did noticed her, she really DID diao or make a face.. dang...!
somemore when cheng is around she will act like innocent.... ZzzzzZ... fucking fake la... no idea whatever she has said to cheng yu or his frens.. and i bloody dun care... if i had a chance.. i sure make sure she got no more mao left... come in leh.. cheng yu is alr yrs.. u need to like tt one?? if i ever wanted to snatch from you i wun wait till now.. please fuck off..

note... i said, if i wanna snatch i wun wait...
i didnt say i will snatch win....
and most importantly i dun wanna put cheng yu in a spot.. so i wun...

get i faggot?? stop acting.. its getting on my nerves!

i need more time.. stressed up... =(

haha wanted to share smth funny...
know the meaning of "Mother of all cans"
translated into chinese its "guan tou mu"
and in hokkien "koon tao bu"
which means something like punching wif yr fist..

hmm i guess many of you wun see the hilarity in this.. but guess yiwen u might.. lol if u know wats koon tao bu..

anyway work was pretty fine.. but i am damn shagged... SERIOUSLY!! shagged till cannot!!
haha.. and thanks the girls for coming down to support me.. =) i am appreciative okay.. unlike some ppl~ lols..

i saw one of my malay wearing hot pink tudung... ! haha.. i jus noticed her.. whilst blogging.. mind you its hot pink!!

many things i wanna blog about.. but i forget them all alr.. lols.. cos all my attention diverted to the hot pink tudung.. lols.. anyway Mr Adrian Lee, volleyball captain is participating in the Mister Singapore contest.. lols... and its taking place tonight... ppl wish him luck.... haha i jus realised he is kind of gross.. =x

dun let the thought of wanting to win too much get further into my head.. yea i am obsessed...

NYP starting 5

100% bo pun chance!! all of them.. =) it was them all the way!

p.s: starting work this fri! =)

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why is it tt when a guy wans to find a gf den he is available and ok.. wans a gf

but when a girl wans a bf, she would be deemed as desperate..
fuck i dun like the amount of fairness in it..

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.....

its not bloody fair at all!!!! and i HATE IT!!!!!!!!

i jus feel unhappy.. like now.. not becos of the earlier statements.. but i dunno y also.. mayb becos of stress? tiredness.. watever.. but i know i am jus not happy...
and thank you * those who think i am a despo *
really THANKS hor.. for understanding me so much tt it shocked myself...
darnations!

THANKS!!!!

bloody superficial fuckers..

and mo let me die la.. be it shagged or fail my studies.. i dun care why should u.. u always NV cared... y should u now... fuck all this non support... i dun feel i deserve... and thank you too... for all yr praises... =) i couldnt be more glad..

wun see, wun think, wun touch, wun feel

POL-ITE fixtures are out.. i really really hope we can at least get second.. shucks... desperate man! yes i am.. haha.. i dun think i can accept 4th.... faints.. wif the new points system... we need to pia more..

yes.. more or less camp will be fine and alright.. =) and i am glad cos things seem to be gg well at this point of time.. so yea.. only worry is sch work.. and work on the coming friday..

i got some pics but i am jus too lazy to post them.. and they are quite insignificant too.. lols..

continue to wish me luck!! loves

QUIT toking to him...

hmm hey.. a fren of mine has to go through a knee operation.. i feel sad for him.. bloody injuries.. =( all the best dude.. i be here praying for u and cheering u on.. =)

sometimes a little nudge or a push can makes someone travel a longer way.. and it may not even require effort on yr part.. so y not?? make someone's life better.. =)

and i am still dreaming about becoming an air stewardess.. i wanna travel to all those famous and ancient places, cities, culture, food, ambience, lifestyle.. i dun wanna miss any of them out.. thats the kind of life i wan.. i dun even mind backpacking.. i really really wanna experience the wonders i say...

anyway.. i went shopping today like yes finally.. =) and thank miss tan ya qi for accompanying me.. =) and we took 80 there it was bloody long.. anyway i jus bought a skirt.. dang.. i was there to buy shoes and black skinny jeans can! end up only wif a skirt i was indeed dissatisfied.. so i plan to go far east tml! lols.. =) to buy pumps!!!! and some tops.. i dun care..

this already busy woman will be working soon... lols.. i sound like a maniac.. anyway.. i need to wake up at 645 tml.. shucks.. i forget all about 30% of the proposal.. die! and i haven even decide on the topic.. i am dead... zzzz F it.. chat some more

ohh.. my hand muscles hurt.. zzz must be due to gyming and the match. the whole of my left hand can!? lols..

yes yes yes yes yes..
i got a new job... =) and it pays rather well.. lols and grace u are in for a treat.. lucky you!
(cos u stay nearest to my work place!)

ew... watching the eye2 now.. its like 3 quarter scary.. lols.. anyway.. things are rather insignificant recently.. lols.. and the most interesting thing would be tt mayb i will be gg shopping tml.. but.. !! i still cant find myself a khaki.. angry loh!!

and my left hand seriously now abit cannot like suan leh.. zzz bit sian... if i were to end work like 12 30 everytime how tired would tt be? lols.. its okay i believe it could be worked out! =)

anyway.. i feel i am getting RANDOM.. lols the virus thats been going around!
i wanna buy pumps and black skinny jeans.. so deprived of shopping la!~

well much things for the team has been stagnant.. wish all those injured players please get well soon.. =)

congratulations to me i have gotten the job..

thank you girls for all the good luck and love.. hehe.. i really appreciate it.. and it feel half good to be sucessful in an interview.. =)

so for now i am working in serangoon garden.. feel free to drop by and say hi! =)

yea.. today other then the interview, met up wif part of the girls to eat dinner.. i am hungry like siao.. den reach home.. cant talk wif my mom.. cos she forever wun understand.. and dun encourage and hmm watever..
i cant be bothered wif her.. so i came back and told her tt i will be working.. she ask if i am on holiday ( shes damn happy when its the holidays cos it means tt she wun have to provide me pocket money.. zzz den i eat shit loh) so i told her no.. i do part time..
she ask if i have the time? its the last year in poly alr i better ocncentrate on studies.. she have a point and it faltered the lazy me.. lols.. but however.. thinking of how broke i will be, dang i cant stand it..

i always dun understand.. y they have to work bloody hard and raise 3 children... some more mom always complain about work.. zz quit as and when she cant take it anymore and goes back to the same ocmpany when the boss ask her to.. zzzz if u wan 3 children, dun complain about the cost tt is required to feed them..

i SWEAR... i will do to the best of my abilities to provide my child(ren) wif the best of thing i can get.. wats the point of making someone to suffer wif you... i dun understand... at least tts my point of view.. i sort of hate life the way it is.. some ppl born wif golden spoon... but i always knew tt there are less fortunate ppl.. so i jus expect to have the best of everything.. thats all..

its rather sad. everytime i see yr account i felt sour or was it bitterness??
i always wondered what causes you to change and became who u are today..
is it a bad thing or a good thing i have no idea..
how good would it be if things stayed stagnant at tt point of life..
how good would it be.. if i can go back i swear i would hold you and not let u go or leave my sight..
how good would it be if all we had was a bit of chemistry..how good would it be if u dun lie..
how good would it be if i didnt tried or lied..

hahs.. wats the point now.. life is not always how we percieve it as. not lovely rainbows.. nv had happy endings.. i feel..argh.. i know tt the above is rubbish.. but it made me feel better saying all tt out.. i dunno how exactly is thing feeling in me.. i jus always feel it... i always said i am strong and i get over easily.. but in me.. theres jus this small part that will nv reside.. so fuck sometimes i feel like killing myself.. lols argh..

i got no clue wat i am saying at all.. i jus wan someone to understand.. can?? understand part of my pain.. understand wats happened..understand me.. i also dunno wat i wanted.. from you from me and from others.. let F it..

blame it on mood swings and wat ever

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bloody tired.. trg was too power today.. when we reach yck mrt it was like 1050 alr.. zzz tired can... ended wif 3 rounds of track and push up sit up 50 each... was not tough la.. but still haven run in a long time.. and the right ankle is swollen...

anyway.. when i take 156 home today, it was the new concept bus.. rather cool.. hehe.. and tt made my day!! lols though it was like 11 plus plus.. ( pic another time)

i jus cannot stand always deciding and always having to plan... zzz some ppl around aint helping.. tt makes me pissed.. and i will burstout at them...

the right ankle is bloody painful.. dang.. due to some impact.. zzzz WHY is it still like tt!!! argh... mac breakfast alr.. my lesson finally ended at like 9.50 and i am deprived cos i got no MSN.....

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today is wednesday and YEA.. trg tonight. =D i miss training wif the mates.. =) and that makes me happy.. lol.. they make me happy.. woohoo~ yea i have to agree wif jinghui that the basketball team was the best thing tt happened in poly.. lolS..

the reason for this post is becos i am bloody bored in class.. hmm contact center management.. i totally abit cant follow the lesson.. zzz and i jus found out tt the lecturer is miss cecilia yik.. lolss..

i feel like farting and shitting all day... heh.. after this lesson, i shall go eat my much craved for mac breakfast!! haha and head home to slp.. zzz i am living the life of a PIG! and now i wanna shop at haji lane! wahahas i am a broke ass!!! thanks to all the pretty clothes, bags and shoes... zzz i onli like got 250 bucks now... zzzz i need to save! ~

cheerios

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hmmm?? blogger changed format agn?? weird!!

feasted at sakae sushi wif the mates today after sch.. its was FUN!!! cos we all met at 6 to go cwp.. lol.. thank you jing tong for accompanying me!! i know i am a bother.. =( sorry... haha.. we kept laughing at sakae.. cos there was this couple from RP.. touching here feeding there.. dang they shld jus get a room!!! ew~ jus spoil ppl' s appetite.. zzz~ the boy is not even half good looking la..

oh.. thurs i am suposed to meet up wif my pal tan wei ming.. but dunno if he will keep to his promise.. haha and he dun allow me to go play ball wif him tml!!! lols.. cos playing wif his coach la.. understandable..

haha dang chuen.. are u laughing at me behind my back!! shit you!

sch is less den half fun zzz.. and i hate LTC... it kind of suck.. hehe.. anyway i saw this cute boy wif a mole like chuen's today. and i am rather happy.. =) i have decided to buy tt topshop dress dudes.. wish me luck.!

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I HATE LOGISTICS!! dang

and i cannot stand supply chain!! jus kill me~ its not tt i dun understand the module.. its jus tt i dun wan to study or know about it... i feel that the lecturer is jus a waste of time time.. come on la.. teach smth useful... not things tt ppl already know or can find out by themselves.. jus by looking at him is more than enough to turn off ppl's brain.. zzzz i dun wanna scold bad word...

hah.. good thing about this lesson it tt its held in the lab.. and so i can blog while i am bored.. zz later got to go back to my attachment company zzz sian cos got to see my supervisor agn.! i hate her!! yea... tt word is still not strong enough to explain the hatred!! if i ever died she will be the reason my spirit comes back!. bloody ass...

i have had enough of them!!

woo.. polite is officially in August or July.. heh... i look forward to it... but certainly winning, not losing.. fuck those losers... u wun succeed.. and in any case we were to lose it would be defeat but in glory..

and dear mr adrain is one of the contestants in Mr Singapore peagant.. lols.. i faint on the spot knowing tt.. goodness... like wats wrong! btw ppl.. contest will be held in st james.. and for free tix.. please tell me u wanna go wif me =)

oh ya.. working weekends was fine.. but slightly tired.. cos sat i choing ma!! zzzz shld i buy the topshop dress?? still deciding.. lols.. anyway i dunno wat else i wanna say anymore..

well yea a wrap up on the team's overall improvement and current standings.. lol:
after we recruit the year ones, indeed we became stronger.. lols.. thanks to the contribution of ya qi yan ling and cecilia.. though she came abit late.. but its an asset we have.. would be best of we could win apple over.. well but she choose track over bball.. nvm! forwards are powerful.. but centers seriously have to work hard... like 3 times harder.. if they were to continue, they will be the reason we cannot go far.. its a cruel fact we have to accept.. and we need a full team to play.. i understand this concept jus this year while we were playing IVP.. that everyone on court makes a hell of a difference.. and i will hate who ever tt cause us the championships..
thats my expectations... and i definitely will work towards it.. and i aint gg to let external factors affect me anymore.. hehe.. i am sorry grace u got to bear a greater responsibility.. i need you. =)

every single ball counts!

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ha.. work was okayy.. 7 bucks per hour.. but i need a full time temp job.. zzz i need to work.. to earn money la~
but seriously tired today... cos i gymed in the morn.. match in the afternoon and worked straight after match.. zzzz dunno work so hard for wat sia.. moolah loh.. i am darn broke now..

anyway..
xiao ZHANG... i love u .. u know whr u stand in our hearts.. others i cannot promise.. but mine.. u know its always true to you.. i know its hard.. but when u need a shoulder or a ear, i wun hesitate.. =)

DANG.. the reasons i need a full time temp job is:
1. Thailand Trip as promised to huiyi need like $1000
2. bloody pair of BRANDED jeans.. i dunno why i need it.. but i WANT it.. ****
3. TOPSHOP dress.. that cos me 80 bucks!! no idea y so ex...
4. pumps.. all my pumps are torn.. i need a nice to wear easy to match one.. =)
5. the AMOUNT OF FOOD i take in!!! eating is a waste of my moolah!!!
6. i jus wan to save some money hehe.. so tt as and when i wanna spend i am able to.. =(

MONEY!!! why is ppl troubled over it??? enough to spend enough to stay happy.. can alr wat... sigh.. sometimes i jus dun understand!!! lols.. tml i work wif irene.. lol.. got to JIA YOU!! earn money!!

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every one time i see yr inbox, i feel all the hate i have for you filling my heart
but every one time i found tt u missed sch, i cant describe how i feel..

hah. thats contradicting.. and someday i might be able to write a song for this feeling i have. for you.. phew.. finally a day for me to catch a breather.. i am so happy.. there are like 101 things i wanted to express and to say to the massive... but lack the time to do so.. and now i have forgotten everything..

hehe.. wanna question.. why does all the guys i like has GFS.... lols.. dang.. and if one day i steal their bf, will there be karma???
if there is karma den y does my bf always gets stolen when i haven steal anyone's bf.... dang...

and tt bloody supervisor.. saying tt i have got lousy work attitude.. well whatever... u need attitude to cut plastic sheets.. you need attitude to change file labels.. yea.. the plastic and paper hurt when i cut too hard.. i am sorry!!
bloody fucked up... its not like i wanna curse.. but man stand in my shoes and think about it... she complained about me when i tried hard and i PUT UP wif her craps.. !!

oh ya!!! i caught spiderman!! its rather nice though.. i teared.. lols.. dun tell anyone! ( i am eating a bubblegun flavoured jelly bean.. nice i like!! )

how i wish life can me stress free... now i am stressed up like an ant? lols.. omg.. jus give me another chance to curse her can??? DANG!!!!! i hate her.. to the max!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i swear IPP is the toughest my life ever gets... i hope i stay a blessed child..

anyway yiwen i still stand by you.. haha!! loves~

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its been a RATHER busy week..
starting off wif monday, the first day of sch..
went to chong pang wif grace jing tong and chuen.. food there really yumilicious.. woohoos! lol.. we ordered char quay tiao, fish soup, the fried egg and oyster, chwee quay and hokkien mee.. yummilicious... i cannot resist their temptation... in the end i gave in... and shared the food wif them.. wahaha... we ta bao cheng teng to jing tong hse to enjoy over mahjong.. bloody hell i dunno how i manage to lose 3 plus plus dollars.. lol...

tues i guess i went home.. or i went out.. i cant remember..

wed was the trials.. it wasnt tt bad.. but its jus not good at all.. sigh.. nvm... i nv depended on the new intake anyway... so i guess we are still by ourselves... =)

Thurs went AMK hub wif irene eugene chuen yuan shan and jing tong.. lol.. shopped and crapped.. wasnt fun cos amk hub got nth to shop.. after tt met up wif wen.. to shop at J8 hhaa!! saw many things i wanna buy.. but too broke to buy.. fuck it!! i wan tt thailand trip.. and eugene wee is gg to thailand.. in JULY... dang!!

fri.. finally went to hair inn to have the hair dyed another colour.. close to red.. lol.. some wat copper... yupp.. and it cost 75 bucks.. and i trimmed my hair too.. and i looked more like human..
i know i sound boring.. but forgive me.. its been a rather hectic week and time jus cannot pass faster.. i got tons of things to do and stress about.. i think i will die soon.. zzzz but hang in there dude.. =)

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