Thursday, May 10, 2007
its rather sad. everytime i see yr account i felt sour or was it bitterness??
i always wondered what causes you to change and became who u are today..
is it a bad thing or a good thing i have no idea..
how good would it be if things stayed stagnant at tt point of life..
how good would it be.. if i can go back i swear i would hold you and not let u go or leave my sight..
how good would it be if all we had was a bit of chemistry..how good would it be if u dun lie..
how good would it be if i didnt tried or lied..
hahs.. wats the point now.. life is not always how we percieve it as. not lovely rainbows.. nv had happy endings.. i feel..argh.. i know tt the above is rubbish.. but it made me feel better saying all tt out.. i dunno how exactly is thing feeling in me.. i jus always feel it... i always said i am strong and i get over easily.. but in me.. theres jus this small part that will nv reside.. so fuck sometimes i feel like killing myself.. lols argh..
i got no clue wat i am saying at all.. i jus wan someone to understand.. can?? understand part of my pain.. understand wats happened..understand me.. i also dunno wat i wanted.. from you from me and from others.. let F it..
blame it on mood swings and wat ever
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