Wednesday, July 4, 2007
its hard to be optimistic when the truth is often shoved upon yr face..
but this does not mean i dun hope for a miracle..
i was telling this to charlene while we talked about my bball team..
one word.. sigh..
haha i dunno wat this sigh means.. but its meant alot of things... which only a few could have understood..
fucked up to the max..
wat should i do now...
today the seniors came back.. yawen, xiu hui, jing hui, cheryl and fany.. haha!! i still could read their play.. i still can undersand wat they wan.. and i am happy to the max..
in my entire 7 years of bball... i have nv felt tt good playing and training..
but now.. its the worst team i have ever played in.. i hate to say this but its the truth... even my sec sch team has not been this lousy....
i dunno wats wrong but i jus hate this feeling.. of knowing u will lose..but not becos of u