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WARNING: this entry may sound nonsensical.. so if u arent prepared dun read it..

B4 i went to sell of my old handphone, i wanted to write down the memories i kept in this hp..

first of all.. coach motivating to stay focus on trg.. asking me not to be so sian.. last 3 weeks to go..
thats cos we train 7 days a week... and i told her i feel sian.. haha~ ima bastard..

den its qi jie wishing me merry xmas, ar ka liao wif me

lols.. and chuen.. u remmeber tt journey msg?!?! dang... i cant keep it anymore.. but i will remember.. haha.. sadly cant threaten u wif tt anymore.. u remember...
if u were to set off in a long and dangerous journey.. blah blah..

and its qi jie again.. askign me to take care cos i fell sick... erm those rest well, drink water stuff..

and den yun.. forget all bads and play like theres no tml.. thats like b4 the semi or finals.. some pep talk thingy.. 15 players 1 coach 1 spirit.. thats wat i call a real team.. well shall not bored u wif my yet another elaboration.
and again yun asking me to have confidence.. i train so hard.. i got to show ppl what we have got..

and its qi jie again...!! wishing me good luck for the finals.. waiting for my good news..
oh and qi jie apologising for not being able to attend the mahjong session.. lols.. he actually said sorry 3 times... for fear tt i am angry...
den about the malaysia trip which nv happened.. and his work..
and him feeling damn upset and down.. cos of the IVP games.. he told me he hated himself.. and at tt time i felt so.. ERM.. and him thanking me..

oh~ and yawen's msg after semi.. lols.. tt girl fell sick and did not play well for semis.. luckily we won sia... saying she will play her best on tues which is finals..

and si hui's good luck msg.. saying we will win.. hey thats all about games and teams right.. we all wanted to win.. and syaing we will win way b4 the actual game.. =) i miss those memories and feeling..

and its qi jie again.. consoling me after we lose the game..
once he asked me .. whether is the result that is impt or the process.. and i told him its process... so while i was sad to the max, he reminded me of my answer...

and den jing hui.. telling us how proud she is of the team.. my dearest captain... sad.. i cant keep this msg.. =( at tt time i feel the proudest i have ever been.. being thankful and happy to be in the same team as us... goodness.. i know its the best team..

so its qi jie agn... further consoling me about the lost game.. fuck it we shouldnt have lost..

and coach.. in the morning checking if i am alright.. die alr not jus the day after finals... lol.. i am her xiao lao hu leh~~ siao siao.. so i thanked her for all the things we have achieved wif her being our coach.. and she jus said its our team efforts.. hey without her we wun be team in the first place..

and its qi jie telling me to ice my ankle.. cos of a stupid sprain..
and qi jie.. telling me to stay whr i am he come and find me in case i get lost..

and den grace.. on my birthday.. haha telling me she was apprehensive about me being the cap.. but i earn wat i have.. tt touched me can.. cos i thought i sucked all the way.. i am prepare to sucked.. but i still wanna try my best.. and hey i finally did earn my respect..

and its coach.. encouraging us captains.. to jia you.. cos not everyone can be.. and if thers no challenges ppl will be all complacent.. afterall its about enjoying the process...

i know the above seemed like rubbish.. which no one would understand.. haha but they are for my reference.. if u cant understand its okay.. so to conclude from the msges i kept, most of them are bball related... now i understand y ppl say bball is a part of my life.. it is...
sigh.. too bad i lost my 7610.. the second saddest moment of my life.. its jus not fated to be i know...