Tuesday, September 25, 2007
i feel so discontent. unfulfilled. fucking lame...
LOL..
really... because i have been rotting at home everyday till nearing evening den i will head out either to work or for trainings.. its so meaningless..
3 more weeks to endure..
and WORSE... it took me so damn long.. like till now.. erm that is like 3 weeks. to realise that its NOT going to happen... i wished i nv met u.. i wish i nv fell in without thinking..
and damn.. its not yr fault.. cos its ALL mine!!
shouldnt have messed wif u in the first place. right.
i shouldnt have let myself be weaken like tt.. and i was always wrong.. always.. and i dun understand why...
when can i be finally right..
i know i should be going.. it will be the correct thing ...
=)
its painful can.
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