Wednesday, September 19, 2007
im having a fucking pain stomach now has has been bearing wif it for days.
DAMN IT.. i hate stomach aches. and i dunno why it has to happen NOW!
and in a few hours i will be going for the camp.. im happy becos of the camp but there are still alot of impt things haven done thus i am unhappy about it..
coach is right... we should always leave a way for those who yearns to return.
and i always lack this ability.. thus i learning to let people have a way to leave the stage. ( you de xia tai )

this is my SELF PROCLAIMED bf. =) i really liked him.
but however there is this thing in the past which he cannot let go of. and i dunno wat is it.. i dun feel like guessing anymore..
and i wun wait for him.. will i??
hes nice and all tt.. but hes jus afraid and lack the confidence to leave the past behind and embrace his future wif open arms. i hoped i could have helped him. but den i dunno how.
i guess i will jus fuck care... aww...
will be back from the camp on sunday.. more juicy details den..
i hope he comes back to me