Thursday, October 11, 2007
i jus fucking cant get to sleep...
and my headpain is killing me..
everytime i closed my eyes and when i lie on my bed,
i dun feel peaceful at all...
where has peace gone to...
and i haven been able to sleep well for days on end!!
wtf...
now i finally understand wat coach mean by not being able to get to sleep...
there are so many things that i wanted to say...
but they can only be kept in my heart..
its heart wrenching..
now i understand...
and good habits are hard to come by while bad habits are damn easy to cultivate..
i have to remember my good habits.. i have them i know...
when i see people having bad habits, it doesnt mean i have to learn to be like them.. stick to my own good habits... and follow what i was taught. and my beliefs... i cant disappoint coach again...
in simpler terms, it means
when i see ppl eat shit i dun have to follow them to eat it too...
i need to build a better character... its my own...
congratulations to NP for winning NYP..
you guys deserve it.. =)