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huixian finally made a collage... so i went to steal it...
haha... got to admit its rather nice...
thats BJ night out at sahara bar or smth... and u can see Jat wif the shisha...
mind you ppl.. i was the only one there who did not TRY..... =) *proud!*
zouk after tt wif ziting.. i forget if i ever mentioned.

anyway... its friday... and about time for the weekly updates...
monday... i think i came home and slack.. i cant remember wat i did...
tuesday went to play ball at braddell heights..
is was okay only...
wed.. hmm got driving.. after tt i head home..
thurs was dinner wif hui xian jo and ujin at yishun..
i swear we were fucking hungry... haha... and ordered like hmmm~ huge amounts of food... weets... but it was SHIOK...
maxwell market soon wif them... i look forward.!
after tt dated my darling boy... =)
and i shall leave out the juicier details..
=P
oh... and i got to say... enchanted wasnt tt nice after all.. its was hmmm.. ya..
got to agree princess did look old..
look at her wrinkles....
fri was netball AND beef horfun at amk... weets...
i love...

for crying out loud...
damn... i think im feeling terrible now...
i feel like going to zouk
i feel like going for a movie
i feel like i dunno...
do i jus feel like seeing u??
i dun understand... myself.

and im struggling at thinking of wat to say..
like wtf...
today is not my day...

i feel so tired... haha.. like physically and mentally..
now i understand y i used to AWAYS skipped classes...
cos playing ball is so exhausting.. haha.. BUT still i need to force myself to go to class and all...
hmm if other better players can do it, so can i!!! fucking determined..

i feel so lousy when i play can...
i hate this feeling of lousy-ness
IM LAN... ARGH!!!!!!
hahahahaha...

and i forgot the main purpose i blogged... SWEE....

Labels: ure jus not interested..

i think i tripped over a rock today...
note: not hit a rough patch. but jus trip over a rock.

im having such a bad mood..
AND IT RAINED!!!

haha... alright i know no links....
mel and di are going to japan for 1 week...
oh im envious...
i still love paris though...

weets... christmas shopping soon im happy...
and i cant wait to catch enchanted... cos i so love... =D

pau jin kuang: we have listssss of things to do tgt..
im so looking forward....

i swear i hate e-services... its fcuking boring.....

second week of sch has ended..
so fast... and tons of work undone..
haha they are projects... ohh.. i hate!!

anyway.. this week hasnt been very meaningful..
had class gathering at clarke quay..
WHICH only 8 ppl turn up..
haha jit officially become the PSK.. lol
it was rather cool yo...

well after gathering, ziting and i head zouk..
it was ultimate..
hehe!! i love zouk...
and i finally clubbed wif yiwen.. weets...
omg.. highlight... i saw chek tong at zouk.. and i wan to faint..
damn u yiwen... made me dance near him.. it was so akward for me la..

friday was another sports day... this time we were all damn shag..
and i dunno why.. lol..
i hurt my little finger... and now its obstructing my typing....
aww....

countdown.. 31 days to Xmas... LOVES...

p.s.
charlene.. if u still been reading here, i wan to find out wats wrong wif u..
its been for like a long time u've been depress.. over diff matters..
cheer up... u are someone whom i know to be very optimistic... =)
okay... i'll be here for u..

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i wish i had more things to do so that i will be kept busy..
i shall start on my ICAs... yes...
hmm studious eh... everyone has already met for projects...
but me.. still sort of like no progress..
hmm i guess its alright...

and discussion topic of the day...
having a big ache once or having occasional aches..
yes.. please feel free

CRAP.... junkified...
pile of shits...

i should jus go and DIE....

in life people meet for reasons..
friends do not last forever however when path cross,
we learn lessons.. many and different..

the fren you always hang out wif may not be the friend who will be there for you.
amazingly, the fren u might not have fun wif is the one whom rides all waves wif you.

loves...
jia you ppl!! =)

hmm did i mention sch has started?
and i think tt workload is heavy..
though it feels like we haven learn anything yet
but projects are piling up..
yes... first week , first day of sch...
damn it...
i dun like... =(

anyway.. went shopping wif ziting ytd..
and we both OVERSPENT.... why the hell did it happen...
if only we can keep like buying.. haha.. and the balance remains...
after tt beowulf..
i have to say that the movie is not what i expected it to be.. ;(
angelina jolie only come out like for 5 mins...
and shes fucking hot.!
damn.. 5 MINS... imagine.....
and its sweet to be out wif u

priscloo@hotmail.com says:
can u do me a favour...
priscloo@hotmail.com says:
kill me.
layman terms- -this is MADDNESS.! says:
ooh great.
layman terms- -this is MADDNESS.! says:
no problems
priscloo@hotmail.com says:
please do it like asap

see... this is wat i call love... =)

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sometimes i read at the things other ppl wrote and i think...
hmmm.. why...

why things happen the way they do...
haha... i guess its a weird question..
i wish im not so curious....
saves alot of ache..

anyway... had my first driving lesson today...
was quite fun but abit boring.. becos i keep doing the same thing... driving in the same place for like 1 hour... zzz
keep turning left.. haha hmm stepping the clutch..
woah.. i swear the accelerator is sensitive...
i had a hard time wif that...
still i hope i can pass fast...
=)

its fun to be learning something new...
and i hope i dun miss you...

i dun understand y bebe likes to read books that are related to lost boys and dogs..
LOL...

work is fucking tiring today... and im hungry!!
and i think the time of the month is nearing...
cos i can sense the signs...
e.g bad temperament..

LOL....

yeah... and first lesson tml... =) im tired le...
stay strong...

schs starting in 2 days time.. ooh..
im rather excited.. last sem...
haha it caught me by surprised that i actually look a little forward to it..
haven been using the brains in like 3 mths time.. aw..
i bet we are all going to be rather slow... LOL..

weets... bought a RED bag.. did i mention, for the start of sch...
and im loving it... ROXY that is..

holidays is kinda long.. and i haven had the money nor the khakis to chill daily.. thus explains the boredom..
weets.. i hope i can club wif wen on the 21st....
hehe.. not to forget... sakae sushi wif the BIG eaters.. IM looking forward...

u promised me lots of things but which did u actually fulfill?
see promises are meant to be broken..
one month ago u said you would stop playing games. becos its the start of a new term..
one month later im still waiting for u to stop playing..
mayb u had the effort..
but i jus wasnt good enough for you to wan to do more for....
or mayb u jus knew how to talk...
see lies.... i cant say im not disappointed...
more promises about movie dates, beach outings, romantic dinners.
forget it... how do u expect me to believe you... NO WAY..

everytime i build a wall,
everytime you will come and crash it down..

and its my fault..
i wish i could tell u many things in yr face..
but it doesnt helps..
in the end i wun be strong enough to push you all the way out of my circle...
i thought i was begining to suceed...

but these fews days..
YOU jus make me fall again...
im not sure if im ready to lose you totally..
you know...

i dun know what you wan at all.. its weird...
and i hate it
i wish i had more control over my feelings...
becos my heart is all confused... it dunno how it should feel anymore...

haha im bored..
anyway today is deepavali..
and im happy...
niangs went to candy's hse and we went braddell heights to play ball

AND i saw jing there so qiao..... so we 1 on 1.. haha
its fun... =)
after balling.. we went back to candy's bathe and went out to eat zi cha.. its average lo. okay only.. haha..
and den mahjong.. it was fun becos hui xian dan diao bai ban!!
i lose also dun wan to give her..

song bo....
haha...

well... in life we have to keep learning..
u may not have noticed but we have to learn things like letting go and moving on..
its important you know...
we need to get rid of things that makes us unhappy... ppl...

wats wif the diao lai diao qu leh...
wo bu ming bai.... =(!

GET OUT RIGHT NOW
ITS THE END OF YOU AND ME

i think my life is worse den an empty shell..
i cant see the htings i have.. they are becoming blurred in these recent days..
mayb i dwell too much on things that are negative..
but what are th epositive things in my life i can think about..
looking back i think i have nth..
achieved nth..
its so useless....
and everyday i only complain about it... i didnt do anything about it... omg
see.. i really feel like killing myself for it..

im worse den a bummer....

i dun understand wats wif humans..
saying one thing and doing another..
LIKE WHAT THE FUCK...
boys and girls alike..

i mean to say i do such stuff too..
omg.. contradicting....

i guess im finally sick of waiting for u
sick of you....
damn it...
i hate you... pjk

the theory about promises not meant to be kept made me feel pessimistic..
lol... so in other words does it means that when people say something which they will do in future e.g i will wash the clothes tml. means a lie.?

isnt it funnily interesting

and interestingly im not happy like now....
i feel luan!
becos of uncertainties..
i dun like uncertainties...
and i guess im keeping alot of secrets...

hmm.. 3 days?
im wondering wat u have been up to..
haha..
i hope ypu missed me.. like how i missed you..
have been practising my dota for like hmm dunno how long i guessed i have improved.. nxt im taking on insane bots...
its lame to play against computer.. but thats how some people kill time..

tml is monday and exactly 7 days left b4 sch reopens.. aw... i seriously cannot bear that fact..
see you soon...

as yiwen taught me..
you should be surprised when someone kept a promised made to you..
because promises are actually not meant to be kept.
the are not meant to come true..
simply becos humans cannot anticipate what will occur in the future.
thats cool..

mayb i should not believe in you at all..
xing hui yi leng

yeah i bought 2 t shirt today.. and i declare that shopping is still not enough...
i have to say tt jb crowd is horrendous.. but nvm...

i finally think i found out the reason i keep losing appetite these few days..
must be due to the lack of shit disposed..
i finally shit an amount today... for the previous week, i shit like trice but each time only one string of shit each.. but today is an amount!
i immediately feel the difference.. LOLx..
gross

weet ECP next sat... LIKE FINALLY... i love....
buns~

im hitting the sacks as soon as i finish posting..
tired.. becos i went to the zoo today... lol..
it was abit fun... cos its jus too tiring...
and after tt i went to work.. zzz
managed to eat lasagna cooked by candy's mother.. haha.
i love... anyway im hungry now..
JB tml... weets...

and im seeing BAPOK for like 3 days consecutively.
i feel like puking... will be posting pics of ZOO as soon as i get them..
oh ya... and i will show u ppl my shots!

i loved you ytd
i love you today

i think im foolish. cos i nv learn to treasure what i used to have..
look at what happened..

and now i dun even know where my daily joy comes from..
those little conversations stolen from our time in life.
they are jus enough to keep me going..
i always hope that its the same for you..
i dreamed of happy things..

but now i got to agree wif you..
Believing might be the worse mistakes made
Dreams will never come true
Plans are jus lies
Don't ever believe, dream or plan

i always dunno wats right and wrong..
choosing the things you want to believe in or choosing to believe thats things are not true instead..

i guess u guys dun understand wat im saying...

i met BAPOK 5 days out of 7 this week..
and shes bloody excited about it..
i didnt force u to be excited.... u better stop wanting to be the same as me...
u know i only have eyes for my yaqi.....

to yaqi:
i still love you though we haven met up in ages..

yeah.. loves... am going to the zoo TML.... weet
aw... left one week of hols.. im damn sad..
i feel tt still got so much things i have not done... aw.. anyway..
forget it..
i wan to go to thailand the next holiday...

if i could have one wish, i would wish for 3 more wishes..
mayb this is the reason why MY wishes always dun come true.!

& to believe in love and faith..

i dunno what i have been busy wif but i stopped blogging for a while.
hmm.. the most significant thing that happened these week is sumptious buffet at traders hotel.. yummy... i love food.. crappified.. dinner will be greater if i dun have to help cecilia clear her extra servings...
coach's celebration was great..






the mates surprised grace and i wif gifts.. it was fantabulous.. i love it...
will post pics when i wrap it up in plastic... =)
aw.. and i almost cried....


monday i think i crapped wif huixian the BAPO..
sorry i forced you to talk on the phone like everynight...
oh ya... and im sorry i force u to do so many thing against your will!
chao bapo....

the most satisfying thing i had done this week is to visit the gym, do cardio and play basketball
ohya... i chomp chomp wif jk and his mates...
i love him!!

i know little of you saw this!!

its damn pretty

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