Priscilla Loo
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
am i being too naive to only believe??
for all that you ppl know.. jin kuang and i are progressing very fine..
and i feel that hes different.. smth in him has changed... i sort of knew it..
what would girls ask for from the boys that they like?
i only ask for his complete heart and honesty..
SERIOUS... though i always rant on how much i wan my guy to be handsome and rich..
haha.. i know im not that material...
is it the way i behave?
i feel that tons of ppl thinks that im material.. well i really dun care about your opinions..
but...
i jus found out that the life i had was not wat i think it is...
my dearest haven been truthful to me all the time..
i know its for my own good as things will be kept simple and less complicated..
i will be kept happy...
he will come for me when the time is right.. and i dun mind waiting.. really!
thing wun be so hurtful if u had told me the truth...
i can accpet everything... EVERYTHING....
and u know that i will always believe you no matter wat u said to me...
have it ever occured to u how much it takes to believe in such a way..?
ouch... it hurts..
i really feel stupid.... u are so right....
well on the other hand if u told me.. i cant predict how i will react as well...
i guess this time i really lose myself...
im not angry
im not sad
im not happy...
all this explains...