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its not the ownership that matters
but the level of importance
- as quoted from sharely

after mugging crazily for like 2.5 days of HR,
somehow the brain totally forgets about services..
i cannot digest...
totally cannot get what the PSOM book is talking about..
dang... im a service student.. what happened!!!

this shows a sign of retardness going on inside the brain..

WTF im getting retarded...
one down
two more to go...
i cant wait to get it over and done wif!!
hehe.. screw polytechnic!!!

i wanted to watch the movie the leap years..
because the adverts succesfully convinced me that the show will be a romantic one... i hope i wun be disappointed..
like for heaven's sake can some director please shoot smth decent for a change?!?!
recent movies are crapified...

felt seriously like puking today and i msged the boy..
he called to ask if i was fine...
awww..
he really CARES!!
im like such a biatch...
demanding.. bastard.. always complain and gossip...
oh.. dun forget the partner zhx...

anyway... FYI
poor zeeting fell sick and was sent to the hospital for fever that refused to subside..
this explains why she didnt turn up for HRM paper.. 38 plus plus degrees for like 2 days and nv recover after first visit to doc..
i make it sound like so serious..
but hmm hope she gets well soon..

well i learn how to spell the word exaggerate like finally..
either from the notes or from today's exam paper.. LOL
i know i talk alot...

anyway.. to re-emphasize;
ppl please help me earm some money.
by helping me sign tt stupid thingy..
LOL

loves u guys...
p.s. i love that boy..

im supposed to blog about hr exams..
but i fucking no mood sia...
TIU ar...
13 marks so be it...
fucking module anyway... screwed to the max....

got anyone wan to help me???
sign a plan which can make overseas call..
jus sign only.. no need to make payment..
unless of cos u use...
please help help help me...
i BEG...
jus need some personal details.. like name ic.. etc..
i mean that is if u trust me u can help...
=)

today jus sucks... cos i feel like vomiting..

i wan to catch
juno
spiderwick chronicles
rule no.1

but movie prices has hiked to impossible prices...
haha i dun wan to watch during weekends!!!
humph

i suddenly realised..
there will be no more trips to south canteen to drink bubble tea, eat cai fan or the jap food and nomore buying of nuggets...

i suddenly miss sch so much...
wtf...

eeww... i have got to say that exams sucks..
and i seriously have no mood to study!
not happy....

the body clock is screwed..
because i slp at times like 5 am 6 am and only wake up at 3pm..
i know this lifestyle is grosss...!!! omg...

anyway.. i have to blog about the stayover at ah girl's hse..
though i did not stay over iterally but it still feels like a stayover...
lol..

thanks girl for taking us in..
in the end yr hse is so messed up and dirty because of the dirt we produced!!!
lol.. tons of long hair on the floor.. etc...
eeww.

it was WAY fun...
lets do it agn... please...
wahahaha!!!
too bad KT missed it.. we must keep hao lian in front of her... make her angry...
p.s. call her micholas...

and at the end of the day, i must declare that i was the only NON-micholas of the bunch.. the rest were all micholas-es..
LOL...

weeee.. im loking forward to BJ lunch at... hmm upper thomsom road...
and i love my bun.. super alot.

hey guys..
im sorry i locked up my blog for awhile...
because of some emotional turbulance..
and i feel tt i dun have to make the whole world go through it wif me..
made ppl irrinoyed by always constantly looking and hearing me rant on the SAME things...

i know u ppl cared... its jus tt i dun wan to bother u ppl...
but now im fine...
and i love you guys by being here alway for me...
thanks!!!
once agn.. im sorry... =)

thanks to: zeeting, sellman, ah girl and joanne..
special thanks to: hx and yw..

loves u all

i wan to tell u that i love u i love u i love u i love u..

i miss u like crazy mayb..
u have become something which i avoid thinking about..
but this is wrong...

have u ever missed me like how i missed you during this one month which we didnt meet??
i really did tried to be uber understanding to u, u know...

i missed the way we hold hands...
i missed it when we dine tgt.. even though its jus macdonalds..
it made me happy like a kid....
i missed the way my hands rest on yr lap..
i missed the way u hold my hand..
i missed the way i hug you so tightly, never wanting to let go.. because i nv wanted you to leave me..
i missed it when we whisper closely to one another in cinemas..
i missed it when we kissed each other like we nv kissed b4 or like we will nv kiss again...
i jus really miss every big and small part of you...

i mean y we always remember the bitterness but not the sweetness of things...
mayb only i tasted the sweetness.
but how can u kiss someone with so much zest to not be in love??

remember when u asked me y i want to kiss u during new year?
i refused to tell u why..
its actually because i wan thing to be different in 2008 den in 2007...
i wan to be the first and only girl u would kiss..
wtf.. mayb i dream too much... hahaha

its so naive i would think in such a way...

right now i also dunno y like tt... u dunno whether u love me anot..
mayb u dun...
mayb u do...
oh.. this is like wtf again...

i mean in this situation.. its obviously naturally people would think tt you didnt care... and dun love..
becos to love is to have strong emotions, to care about, to dote on, to want to spend time with that somebody special..
isnt it??

weird... whats the problem...

i wan to thank god for giving me all the frens i have found in my life..
and i promise i will treasure them...

i learnt..
and i will keep learning..
frens.. i love u guys too....

its hard to find frens with sincere heart these days..

celebrated ming's and jh's bday..
keeping busy is a sure way to help ppl forget..
i realised that i could hold my liquor rather well as 2 glasses of martell on the rocks did not K.O me..
usually i wun choose to drink that much or even drink at all..
but today i jus wan to drown my sorrows..
its the most stupid way i know...
but... sigh..
i didnt manage to get high...
which is rather well...

and i reached home at 5..
new record.. if the parent gets to know about it..
im sure i wun live to get to see tml.

nobody can cause you to be unhappy except for you yourself..
congratulations to me... for being the most unhappy person ever all thanks to myself..!
lol..

happy birthday Mr Tan Wei Ming..
and nxt up Miss Ng Jing Hui..
both being 21 this year.

how to describe the way i feel... hmm and if you ppl are interested to read this post you may continue.. because the below will jus be jibberish...
(intended for the purpose of closies.. )

actually i really give a fuck about who reads my blog.. and i hope really not alot of ppl..
because some thoughts i wan them to be private jus for the reference of closies and myself...
(alright im sorry my english sucks.. )
can i lock entries??

fuck.... i dun wan to blog anymore..

not having good results doesnt mean you are stupid...
it jus means you have to work harder, harder..

not being good looking doesnt mean you are not beautiful..
it jus means you have other capabilities to show off..

not being the best in the things you do does not mean you are lousy..
it jus means that there are people who worked harder and therefore performed better than you..

failing once doesnt mean u are deemed to fail..
it jus means learn from it and dun repeat..

failing doesnt teach you to fear..
but to be brave to pick yourself from where u fall..

well.. anyhow.. people's views differ..
and being obstinate, i always insist that my believes were the ones to live life wif.. and i knew i was always wrong..
obstinance...
whatever..

these few days i keep having the feeling to wan to shit...
argh... i must shit tml in the afternoon....
and well happy valentines day to all those in love..
its a day worth celebrating.. =)

change topic...
got this some things which i found out.
and im super excited about it...
becos...
i pray that good thigns will happen from today onwards...
and may happiness nv ends...
bottomline, cherish whatever life has given us...
big things, small things...

Labels: though all good things come to an end

bo bian....
CNY is great...
met up wif lots of ppl...
and they all said i look prettier.. !!
lol sorry i hao lian..
but hey... jus tt i bother to look nicer..
not tt i really GROW prettier..

one more PSO to go....
jia you!!!
okay.. now let me rant..

i dun even know if i love u now..
im in conflict.. and i wanna die.. like every second...
right now u are watching CJ7 most prob wif yr guy frens...
but imagine the hurt i will feel if its some other girls...
i wan to know whr i stand in yr heart..
and where exactly do u stand in my heart..
because everyday it jus keep tearing a part off myself..
i wan to know the naked true feelings between us... =(
i really do...
i wan to see u.. i wan to know u.. i wan to understand..
i wan to connect and communicate with you..
jus you, u know...

i really wan to know what it is...
sigh..
like WHAT?
lol if u get what i mean...

why love??

do i love??
idk...
pau jin kuang i really wished i knew the answer to us...

sad..
i jus feel like running straight into yr protective arms.
but they were never there..
im stupid...
if we really can question why
den there will be no more uncertainties...
its a fact tt theres no why.. ( mayb sometimes )

haha.. i failed pratical..
but i think i did okay..
jus lack alot of practice..
i can improve.. and its nth to be ashamed of..

jus wondering..
who are the ones which will be always be there for me...
who are the ones who often let me fall back on when i need...
who are the ones which tries their best to make me happy...

thank you ah yong!!
(even though u might not know.)
but thanks for being there be it big things or small things..
i realised tt u are the friend which is always there..
no matter busy or not u will make time for me..

thank you jason lee..
(even though u never know)
but just when i needed company most,
mariculously u acc me..
(though u still sucks)

thanks you ziting..
for the support...
like though u stupid and naive..
haha..
wind blow u will die tt kind

friends who accompany you in times of need are really friends in need

thank you joanne
for volunteering to acc me to go temple..
(i swear b4 i pray i was scare like shit)

aww... mayb im just emo...
but hey.. i feel tt at least ppl cared enough...
thanks to all who wished me luck..

Labels: sincerity counts big time

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I MUST NAIL IT...

haha alright i kaopey.. everyday blog the same things..

I MUST NAIL IT!!!!

i must nail it...
i must nail it..
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I MUST NAIL IT!!!!

imfreakingnothappy.

and what is happy's surname.?

its lee because happily..

sorry huixian i copied your lame joke!