Friday, February 22, 2008
i wan to tell u that i love u i love u i love u i love u..
i miss u like crazy mayb..
u have become something which i avoid thinking about..
but this is wrong...
have u ever missed me like how i missed you during this one month which we didnt meet??
i really did tried to be uber understanding to u, u know...
i missed the way we hold hands...
i missed it when we dine tgt.. even though its jus macdonalds..
it made me happy like a kid....
i missed the way my hands rest on yr lap..
i missed the way u hold my hand..
i missed the way i hug you so tightly, never wanting to let go.. because i nv wanted you to leave me..
i missed it when we whisper closely to one another in cinemas..
i missed it when we kissed each other like we nv kissed b4 or like we will nv kiss again...
i jus really miss every big and small part of you...
i mean y we always remember the bitterness but not the sweetness of things...
mayb only i tasted the sweetness.
but how can u kiss someone with so much zest to not be in love??
remember when u asked me y i want to kiss u during new year?
i refused to tell u why..
its actually because i wan thing to be different in 2008 den in 2007...
i wan to be the first and only girl u would kiss..
wtf.. mayb i dream too much... hahaha
its so naive i would think in such a way...
right now i also dunno y like tt... u dunno whether u love me anot..
mayb u dun...
mayb u do...
oh.. this is like wtf again...
i mean in this situation.. its obviously naturally people would think tt you didnt care... and dun love..
becos to love is to have strong emotions, to care about, to dote on, to want to spend time with that somebody special..
isnt it??
weird... whats the problem...