Tuesday, March 11, 2008
how to miss u when i dun...
how to not miss u when i do...
im not deprived...
but i dun have nor do i deserve the rights...
the rights to anything at all...
as in completely at all.
how to feel lost when im not...
how to feel safe when im lost..
i feel that right now... at this point of time, life is a dream...
a big fat dream...
why do i still blog when its exposed...
when everything, all feelings and thoughts are exposed...
this is confusing...
when will i choose to end all these contradiction
when will i finally choose to face the truth that i have been avoiding
when will i be willing to wake up from dreams and face reality
when will i stop escapingwhen will the end of these be
does it really lies in my hands, or do fate exist...
hello fate... are u there
destiny.. u there??
i wanna be your friend...
if everything is really PRE-DESTINIED, why bother to work hard when how much u earn, how much u can enjoy has all alr been decided by whom u dunno... whats the fucking point...
THATS Y I NEVER BELIEVED!!!
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