Priscilla Loo
Friday, March 7, 2008
its better to have loved and lost den never to have loved at all..
im glad tt i did my best loving u..
though im unreasonable, demanding etc.
at least im being me...
all the PMS, crankiness and whatever are a package of me
of cos including all the fun and laughter..
at the end of the day..
after all the struggles we have been through, i haven been able to prove what i have been to u in yr heart...
and i guess thats my fault...
but i wouldnt regret...
although i see it all coming..
i didnt regret..
finally at the end, u still couldnt make up yr mind..
whether u wan or dun wan to be tgt wif me...
i dun mind..
becos at least u have the decency to think tt u couldnt possibly say u wan when u are not sure..
so the other alternative has to be u dun wan..
and we settled for tt...
u said u dun wan to keep me waiting like a fool
seeing how much misery u could have put me through..
but haven i alr gone through tt??
what has to be said has been said..
what has to be done has been done..
no regrets..
right now all i wan to think is tt..
u dun wan
u dun love
u dun care
u cant be bothered...
becos it makes me feel easier.. alot easier to let it go...
also it makes me feel stronger to let go and move on...
because afterall the bottomline is life still goes on..
and this time i learnt alot too..
seeing the differences we have...
seeing how much we have to over come jus to understand..
now i know why some ppl were nv meant to be..
jus like us we were nv meant to be...
he said.. if we were meant to be we eventually will be..
but i nv believed in tt... never..
so what if im a fool, i followed my heart...
and i standby its better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all